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Wednesday, February 03, 2010,2:33 AM
i always believe in the process more than the result or rather the endin itself..
for a period of time u really made me feel that i not only wan the process with you but also the endin..
i wan it to be ur hand which is holdin mine fifty years later..
we are still fightin for food to eat.. who should switch off the lights (obviously you..haa..) etc..
we'll still argue and not talk to each other but in the mornin when u wake up.. you'll still kiss me good mornin and tell me you love me..
i'll give you a sleepy look and smile.. smile u that happiness smile of mine, just for you..
today i looked at you and a wave of sadness washed over me..
not because u're no longer mine..
but because i feel that you're no longer the person i think i know..
which means there's nothin left for me to hold on to anymore..
because the person i'm tryin to hold on dearly to is no longer there anymore..
will be watchin hachiko with the sillies tonight..
i think it's the perfect show for me to watch now coz i really feel so much lke cryin..
~ ying's thoughts @ 1945 on 02feb2010